There aren’t a lot of areas of my life that I would change if I could go back and make other decisions. Ultimately, I have had the experiences that God intended for me to have and I won’t argue with that. However, it’s been 1.5 years since I graduated from Moody Bible Institute (MBI) and there are a few things I sincerely wish could have been different.
Things I Wouldn’t Want to Change:
I know without a doubt that the people I met at MBI were amazing. From my roommate, to my dorm girl friends, to my professors, I was incredibly blessed to have such wonderful people in my life. They are the reason why I don’t regret my time at MBI. I definitely don’t regret my time with Dr. Terry Strandt, my personal voice instructor. He was like a father to me at school and he has an extreme gift for vocal pedagogy. I am also very grateful that I did go to MBI and learn theology at an intense level. It’s helped me greatly to relate to and understand my husband, who is a recent seminary graduate. Unfortunately, I seem to have trouble remembering all those books I read, exams I studied for, and even what I wrote in my own doctrinal statements. (I really should read through those again to remind myself what I believe.) I also thoroughly enjoyed living in and getting to know Chicago. My favorite times in Chicago were during summer school when I took my enormous amount of reading materials down to the beach and relaxed and read all afternoon. Chicago is a great city when the weather is right.
Another experience I highly value was my time with Mr. Gerald Edmonds, my choir instructor and internship mentor. He is a priceless individual that has shaped me into the choral director I am and hope to be. I also have no regrets being with Chorale on their tour of Europe a few summers ago. I saw seven different countries and toured some of the most amazing cities in Europe. If I could get my computer to turn on, I’d have access to the 500 some pictures I took.
Things I Wish Could Be Different:
I wish that my music degree (BA) at MBI qualified me to teach in public schools. I have 3 semesters of undergraduate and graduate classes and 1 semester of student teaching to complete before I’ll be certified to teach music in a public school. I had 0 classes on music education at MBI and I am not even qualified to substitute teach in the public schools. This will be remedied this summer as I am taking 2 online courses and one weekend seminar from Chadron State College and the University of NE (UNL). Hopefully I can start subbing on Mondays in the fall.
I wish that UNL was still willing to give me the scholarships I had been awarded when I was a freshman there. It’s extremely frustrating to think about the thousands of dollars I left behind and how I wish I could reclaim those for my future education. When you are a non-degree seeking post baccalaureate, no one wants to give you money. Furthermore, there are no graduate assistantships available for those working toward a Masters of Music Education at UNL. Jacob and I will need to be extremely wise in the way we save our money while we’re both working and hopefully in a few years, I’ll be ready to work as a choir director in a public school system and Jacob will be hired as a pastor at a church. That’s the goal anyway.
As you can see, I have had a very rewarding time in college but there are certain compromises that must be made if you attend a small bible college. So, future MBI music graduates, be prepared for more school if you want to do anything with music professionally besides teaching private lessons, being a missionary, or a pastor’s wife.
I certainly am excited to see what transpires in the next few years of our lives. Pray for us,
Allison G.